Train & Time

               So I'm from Portugal and everyday I have to pick a train so I can go to university.
I have a habit: I love sit on the window and see the landscape pass me by. I love it because it's like I have a control of time, like I can control whether forward or backward in time. But what a I like the most is going backward. It's like you could turn back in one decision you made, one word you said, it's like you stop yourself for making that mistake that change yourself. The sad part is that still impossible to do. I belive that some decisions make our personalities, make who we are and that decisions are what makes differents from each other. How many times did you wish turn back on time? Just to have that person you've lost, to do the thing you prefer, to choose another way... I wished so many times. Like it was my super power. But in this world I'm not a superhero, I'm just another person in the world that like to sit next to the window in the train, imagining that I'm turning back on time, changing something in my decisions, in my memories, in my life. But then, I back to reality. The train stops and I have to get off, smilling sadly smiling sadly for failing to live the present because I want to change the past, thinking about the future.